THE SUDDEN IDEA OF NEXT JOURNEY

Every fxxkin day is just like the same. The only way to cure my Melancholia, is FRIEND AND ADVENTURE. If there r too many limits, just prepareing for the next adventure is also a good way to make myself better.

Early this night, when  thinking about how  to cheer myself up, a fantastic idea crashed into my mind just like a Cardiotonic.

We used to talk about visiting Inner Mongolia  next year. But I’ll get married on March(I mean go to the civil affairs bureau to get a married certificate ).

Then why can’t we just having the Wedding party In the desert？

Just told Fan this idea.

They he refused. He said he  can’t find a gym in the desert.

Uhhhhhhhhh！

I’m so stupid that i forgot he can’t leave the gym. Cause that’s his career, that’s what he fights for , though his entire life.

Absolutely, to him, go to gym is much more important than taking few pics in the desert.

Ok. My fault. I have already know what kind of person he is since we first met.He was simple and kind, like a innocent child. But in the same way, he is as stubborn as a child too.

I always wondering what if he gets jealous about me and my friends traveling so many places without him.

Now he is getting stronger and stronger, also he told me his opinion about traveling.

I think maybe it’s another kind of “SET ME FREE”. After all I can travel without him and don’t need to feel guilty.

They said that people should travel with their lover. Maybe that’s most of people, but not me.

After all, I never was and won’t be the “Most of people”

Night night.

Things has a important change which i never thought for before.

I never thought that he will agree to get married on the desert.

I know that’s too cure to him, for leaving the gym more than a week ago.

But he just mentioned that and said he will go with me.

I’m happy, but a little worried. Afraid of the traveling drives us both mad.

But whatever, fxxk that.

He willing to change himself to cheer me up. And that’s the Mr.right u can stay with for the whole life.

After 3 months I’ll be 23. After 6 months I’ll get married. But now I’m still nervous and can’t help myself doubting if hr is the right one.

Today my father finally connected with his father and discussed about the wedding. Then he told me some of his thoughts. It feels like he just grew up to a real man from a naughty stubborn teen.

Maybe he recognized the duty of a “Husband”.

Then,

I have no reason not to be a good wife.

Right？